January 2011
9 posts
The weekends don't feel the same anymore.
I don’t like coming home sometimes because I just get so bored. I usually have more fun at Franklin than I do here, but I insist on coming home all the time. Next semester is going to be different. I need to learn how to be on my own for longer periods of time. Though I start to really miss my sister and my nephews, I’ll have to fight the need to see them for a few weeks. It will make...
Here's to wishes that will never come true.
This weekend has put me in a weird mood.
I’ve been constantly watching movies, and whenever I’m not doing that I’m staring out the window in deep thought. I haven’t had time to do these things for a long time. I don’t know if it like it. I really want something exciting to happen.
Stop and listen →
My body is tired but my mind keeps me up late at...
Every time I lay down in bed, millions of thoughts pop into my head to keep me from closing my eyes. My mind goes 1,000 miles per second daydreaming about the most random stuff. Ugh I just want to sleeeeeep.
"Change is hard, I should know..."
My life is far from plain, far from ordinary and far from depressing. I am pretty happy with it, though I thought everything would look differently than it does at the moment. I thought I would be holding on to a special somebody, wrapped warm and tightly around him, but I’m not even pursing a relationship right now. I thought I would feel more independent in college, but I don’t even...
First post of 2011...
This year is a new page for me to write memories I will always remember… hopefully most of them will be good ones. Last year is in the past and I have to leave the pain behind in order to be happy as fully as possible. I’m ready to move on from the fears and the hurt and the selfishness that kept me from loving my family and friends like the verse in 1 Corinthians 13: 4-7 NIV. ...